: Finding a temporary "high" to ignore a lack of purpose or financial stability ("on the rocks/broke").
: The line "I landed, I'm lighting the parachute on fire" is a powerful metaphor for making a permanent break from the past, leaving no way to return to the life he once knew. : Finding a temporary "high" to ignore a
Released in late 2018, the track and its accompanying music video serve as a gritty, honest exploration of post-breakup hedonism and the hollow reality of the "rockstar" lifestyle. Set against the backdrop of Amsterdam, it captures a sense of aimless wandering and emotional numbness. Set against the backdrop of Amsterdam, it captures
: Glamorizing the state of being "on the rocks" as a rite of passage for a modern artist. : Phrases like "The girl left, and all
The video is heavily influenced by the aesthetic and philosophy of Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas .
: Phrases like "The girl left, and all the problems with her" and "I belong to myself" celebrate independence, yet the setting—"flat champagne" and "bare walls"—suggests a bleak aftermath.