: The episode ends with a bonding moment between the two women where they agree they "can't go back" to their old lives.

The primary narrative follows Jen as she discovers her late husband, Ted, was having a long-term affair with a woman known online as . Jen enlists Judy's help to track this woman down, eventually finding her at a restaurant where they learn Ted had been lying to both of them for over a year—even telling his mistress that Jen had died of breast cancer. This discovery leads Jen to a cathartic moment at the end of the episode where she admits she is "glad he's dead".

: Acting as a protective friend, Jen helps Judy break away from Steve's control, unaware that both Judy and Steve were the ones who killed Ted.

Watch this detailed recap for a complete breakdown of the major secrets and character shifts in this episode: Dead To Me Season 1 Episode 4 I Cant Go Back Recap The Recaps YouTube• Apr 22, 2020 Dead to Me season 1 episode 4 recap: I Can't Go Back