He mentions "Googling fun," a small but significant attempt to reclaim an identity outside of his trauma-induced workaholism. Sydney’s Silent Anxiety and the Quest for Inspiration

In the third episode of The Bear’s second season, titled the show moves beyond the frantic pace of the kitchen to explore the quiet, lingering symptoms of Complex PTSD (C-PTSD) and the arduous journey of recovery. While the episode is famous for Sydney’s culinary tour of Chicago, its emotional core is anchored in the characters' attempts to break free from cycles of trauma. The Opening Monologue: Carmy’s Search for "Fun"

While Carmy confronts his past in meetings, experiences her own form of trauma: the fear of failure. A Review of PTSD and Current Treatment Strategies - PMC